Thursday, August 23, 2012
Wednesday, August 22, 2012
Yesterday was a pretty good day out. Went for my NUH appt with mum and granny then headed down to vivo for lunch with them before meeting shar for bikram yoga. Satisfied my xlb craving even if it isn't the best haha.
Evening for yoga then dinner and endless talk. Love the stretches, the heat and perspiring. First time doing bikram yoga but not yoga. Hahaa
By the way, my lips was so dry the whole entire day that I finally couldn't take it. I end up going to guardian to get a lip balm cos I forgot to bring mine out! Despite me realising that it's already bleeding in the morning. My lips is srsly damn dry. Sometimes when I smile slightly, it'll crack and bleed and it's super painful for goodness sake!!!
Now I've applied on my lip balm and I can stretch my lips without worrying that it might stretch and bleed more! Sometimes when I work at sumo, once customer comes, I hafta lick my lips first before I smile! Otherwise it'll bleed la srsslyyyy.. *faints
Note: always bring a lip balm out. Hope my lips gets better!! :( v troublesome to apply lip balm all the time ;(
Evening for yoga then dinner and endless talk. Love the stretches, the heat and perspiring. First time doing bikram yoga but not yoga. Hahaa
By the way, my lips was so dry the whole entire day that I finally couldn't take it. I end up going to guardian to get a lip balm cos I forgot to bring mine out! Despite me realising that it's already bleeding in the morning. My lips is srsly damn dry. Sometimes when I smile slightly, it'll crack and bleed and it's super painful for goodness sake!!!
Now I've applied on my lip balm and I can stretch my lips without worrying that it might stretch and bleed more! Sometimes when I work at sumo, once customer comes, I hafta lick my lips first before I smile! Otherwise it'll bleed la srsslyyyy.. *faints
Note: always bring a lip balm out. Hope my lips gets better!! :( v troublesome to apply lip balm all the time ;(
Monday, August 20, 2012
Backdated post saved as draft haha
Hello hello!! Holidays is hereeeee!!!! Started my holiday on the 16th and have been enjoying everyday to the maximum hahahaha. Feels so so so good to be able to sleep in everyday and not worry about tmr. Best still I have all the time to watch dramas!! I just finished one awesome drama by qiao en! It's called the queen sop. Damn love the drama I can rewatch it again and I really did rewatch cos I have nth else to watch;( so sad. Not exactly nth... But it's just that once I watch the drama I'll swoon over the cute main lead and I just can't get over so fast like watch a new drama so soon. Hahahahahah damn crazy I know. Sigh. It feels so good when you're watching the drama u know. Reality rly do sucksssss. Hahahah. Not exactly la but u know how drama is so dreamy and it makes reality sucky hahaha
By the way, plan to find a day for xlb buffet with the boy and also a day to slack by the beach or sth. Best if I have volleyball but I don't;( sigh.
Rly hope I can get my iPad soooon. Planned to get it during the IT show. Hahaa.
It's a Sunday today, tmr a public holiday. Plan to be with my family today together. Hopefully there's some good plan tonight hahaha.
By the way, plan to find a day for xlb buffet with the boy and also a day to slack by the beach or sth. Best if I have volleyball but I don't;( sigh.
Rly hope I can get my iPad soooon. Planned to get it during the IT show. Hahaa.
It's a Sunday today, tmr a public holiday. Plan to be with my family today together. Hopefully there's some good plan tonight hahaha.
Sunday, August 19, 2012
Tuesday, August 14, 2012
I ought to be happier
It’s exhausting trying to get someone to understand and love you.
It’s wrong to even have to try.
We are only human. We can only feel so much. And once you’ve been pushed to that breaking point you will never be the same again.
Sometimes we do no wrong, but we're forced to sit through the ride. Life is a roller-coaster ride that we've all been forcefully strapped onto. Grab the buckle scream your lungs out, enjoy the ride or cry through it. Nobody hears, nobody cares. You can't get down, and you just got to sit and enjoy this ride while everyone screams in joy.
It’s wrong to even have to try.
We are only human. We can only feel so much. And once you’ve been pushed to that breaking point you will never be the same again.
Sometimes we do no wrong, but we're forced to sit through the ride. Life is a roller-coaster ride that we've all been forcefully strapped onto. Grab the buckle scream your lungs out, enjoy the ride or cry through it. Nobody hears, nobody cares. You can't get down, and you just got to sit and enjoy this ride while everyone screams in joy.
When will you ever understand. Chances?
How long does wet chest-length hair take to dry in a dark room? Because that’s the amount of time I’ll need before I can go to bed.
Tonight I’m going to sleep feeling completely disappointed. It’s not correct to say that human beings change in time and therefore they are not trustworthy people. After all change may be for the better. But more importantly, they stop putting in as much effort in the relationships they build with one another. They stop being as nice. Perhaps they don’t see a point in it because it’s all supposed to be implicit?
Take for example this story about a man who travelled hours daily just to cook bacon for a girl he liked every morning (she lived a great distance away) to win her heart and also because she loved bacon and he wanted her to be happy. He wanted her happy every morning. After that he won her over and they eventually moved in together. From then onwards he continued to cook her bacon every morning until gradually he got bored of doing it. “I’ve already got the girl, what’s the point of continuing this?” “I’m sure she wouldn’t mind.” “She already knows I love her, is this really necessary?” And so he stopped cooking bacon. He never did it again. He bought a poster of fried bacon and pasted it on their bedroom wall. “Now she can look at it everyday and be reminded of how much I love her.” What he doesn’t know is that it will never be the same again. Their relationship started from point “Cooking Bacon”. Cooking bacon was the crux of their relationship. Cooking bacon brought them together. And now it’s been cast aside as a useless thing to do. How people change. How people so easily forget the drive that made them do incredibly sweet things.
They invest less sincerity and time. They stop DOING. They stop seeing the point. They start to ask: what’s the point? in almost every thing that they do. They stop doing things that are meaningless in the eyes of the world but at the same time most meaningful to themselves. They start to only be interested in doing things to fulfill tangible needs. They forget totally, that the heart requires nourishment. It requires protection and care.
You can call it insecurity but to me, it’s all about opening up to a person so much that it fears you. It makes you scared but you want to do it. Because you believe it will be good. And so you keep asking: what if? what’s going to happen? how?
I’ve given you the core of my heart. I ask questions not because I’m greedy and I want everything. Not because I’m crazy and I want to hear sweet words all the time. I ask only because when with you I become vulnerable. I want to know I’m not making a mistake by making you the closest person I’ll ever be with. I ask because I’m truly scared.
Too bad you don’t see that the rose bush is in severe need of watering. You only see the thorns that irk you and you spend all of your time with gardening scissors, trimming away, snipping away. But there is no point. The flowers need to be watered. Otherwise they will wither and die. They will die and then you will never see the rose bush again.
(http://lighttimestories.com/2011/05/06/rosa/)
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Tonight I’m going to sleep feeling completely disappointed. It’s not correct to say that human beings change in time and therefore they are not trustworthy people. After all change may be for the better. But more importantly, they stop putting in as much effort in the relationships they build with one another. They stop being as nice. Perhaps they don’t see a point in it because it’s all supposed to be implicit?
Take for example this story about a man who travelled hours daily just to cook bacon for a girl he liked every morning (she lived a great distance away) to win her heart and also because she loved bacon and he wanted her to be happy. He wanted her happy every morning. After that he won her over and they eventually moved in together. From then onwards he continued to cook her bacon every morning until gradually he got bored of doing it. “I’ve already got the girl, what’s the point of continuing this?” “I’m sure she wouldn’t mind.” “She already knows I love her, is this really necessary?” And so he stopped cooking bacon. He never did it again. He bought a poster of fried bacon and pasted it on their bedroom wall. “Now she can look at it everyday and be reminded of how much I love her.” What he doesn’t know is that it will never be the same again. Their relationship started from point “Cooking Bacon”. Cooking bacon was the crux of their relationship. Cooking bacon brought them together. And now it’s been cast aside as a useless thing to do. How people change. How people so easily forget the drive that made them do incredibly sweet things.
They invest less sincerity and time. They stop DOING. They stop seeing the point. They start to ask: what’s the point? in almost every thing that they do. They stop doing things that are meaningless in the eyes of the world but at the same time most meaningful to themselves. They start to only be interested in doing things to fulfill tangible needs. They forget totally, that the heart requires nourishment. It requires protection and care.
You can call it insecurity but to me, it’s all about opening up to a person so much that it fears you. It makes you scared but you want to do it. Because you believe it will be good. And so you keep asking: what if? what’s going to happen? how?
I’ve given you the core of my heart. I ask questions not because I’m greedy and I want everything. Not because I’m crazy and I want to hear sweet words all the time. I ask only because when with you I become vulnerable. I want to know I’m not making a mistake by making you the closest person I’ll ever be with. I ask because I’m truly scared.
Too bad you don’t see that the rose bush is in severe need of watering. You only see the thorns that irk you and you spend all of your time with gardening scissors, trimming away, snipping away. But there is no point. The flowers need to be watered. Otherwise they will wither and die. They will die and then you will never see the rose bush again.
(http://lighttimestories.com/2011/05/06/rosa/)
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Monday, August 13, 2012
Sunday, August 12, 2012
Thursday, August 9, 2012
Wednesday, August 8, 2012
It's NDP today. But i don't feel this birthday mood. It's a PH tmr. But im not that excited over it? Maybe that is because i self declared holiday this whole week. And it'll be holiday all the way:) Will only be heading back to school for my papers next week.
Did not expect myself and ww to be out tomorrow. There's srsly nth much to do outside. I don't feel like squeezing and be in the horrible crowd. Have been out for fireworks last year and almost every year. I think the fireworks excitement in me is dying off. What's the big deal srsly. I kinda dread being in the crowd....... SIGH. But, other than fireworks, what's there to do???
I'm tired, and i'll like to have good food. I'll like to pamper myself, i'll love to be pampered.
Did not expect myself and ww to be out tomorrow. There's srsly nth much to do outside. I don't feel like squeezing and be in the horrible crowd. Have been out for fireworks last year and almost every year. I think the fireworks excitement in me is dying off. What's the big deal srsly. I kinda dread being in the crowd....... SIGH. But, other than fireworks, what's there to do???
I'm tired, and i'll like to have good food. I'll like to pamper myself, i'll love to be pampered.
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