Good greentea snowskin moocake from regent's hotel!

FRIDAY:

Met ww after his work and mine at vivo. Finally tried squirrel bites and i think it's gooood! but suuper sinful. ww doesnt share the same sentiments thou.

There's promotion so this ice bites only cost me 1bucks for every purchase of the fried dough as seen below (idk what issit called hahaha)

Tried this! Apple Caramel Cinnamon. The recommended is strawberry choc but i have no feel for choc that night hahaha.

ww trying his best to finish up my leftovers hahahah.

SATURDAY AFTERNOON:

Lunch with my famz at this really gooood place for fish and teochew porridge. I love love their veg idk what veg issit. it's the dark green one u see in the picture below. and the bittergourt with salted egg i think. SOOO goood. Of cos their fish too:)

Tadaaang the fisssh. 

SATURDAY NIGHT:

After work. Drinks games singing food.

OK, gotta go now to try dye my hair!!! like finally.... bye.

30/9/2012

hello hello, blogging on a rainy Sunday afternoon. And as usual ww is sleeping soundly next to me! i'm finally blogging from my laptop. Hahahaha. Poor laptop must have felt so super neglected. No worries, i'll sure be spending so  much time with it once sch reopens in two weeks time :( :(

I know ytd's the actual mid autumn festival, instead on heading out with mooncakes and lanterns i was out to work. Yes i know, work again.... But it was fun manz. Fun time at work with the kids. Some kids are so so cute and innocent. I think i have a fetish for quiet cute and innocent kids rather than those talkative loud and active ones. I'm just not super good with kids. and somehow i'll take awhile to warm up with the kids... I wouldn't know how to approach or talk to noisy kids.... I'm not trying to be fierce or unwelcoming hostile or whatever, i'm just not good at it ok.

im only super comfortable and noisy in small crowd and my own friends of cos. But i can be real real quiet and uncomfortable around people i'm not close to... yeps. Might not show on my face but you know, there's always a mask you gotta bring out..

So yesterday's job was good money hehehe. Didn't wnna go initially cos i was lazy and cos it was a saturday.. But since ww wants to i figured that i could go and spend time tgt in another way. Money wasn't the reason. And im glad i went cos it turned out fun. haha. Ended my night in a good way too. Finally sang after soooooo long. Havent been to ktv or kbox or whatever in ages!! im picky as to who to go with too. cos im not a good singer so i feel v shy to sing infront of ppl hahaha.

Btw, i just had durian mooncake and kitkat and kinder beuno. WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME:( SUCKS that i have zero self control. I'm starting to ponder how the hell was i able to be so fcking disciplined last time??? in the past i will never touch fried food, have supper and eat such sinful food like choc and chipsz. At least not as frequent as now. and i used to run so much!! Now that it's the holidays i don't even run or swim. i should have more time for it now but i'm hardly exercising now. the only form of exercise i do now is probably making salad and cutting vegetables and stuffs like that? HAHA fail.

fat is me now. last two weeks of holiday. I need some exercise.... and i need self control..
tired is me. gonna have a quick nap now!

fyi: i love weekends muacksssz. hehe

Great time with great people

Today i did a little shopping and pampering. Spent money that makes me feel bitter and sweet hahaha. Im happy with my new fragrance. And I bought this lil bottle for my fragrance too. I like to smell good everywhere I go so I think it's impt (ww thinks it's stupid but wtv)

So, i've been using laneige's sunblock all the while and currently am using the second tube. It's the spf40+ sunblock which I Ttly adore. To me, coverage isn't v impt. What I need best is colour correcting. The sunblocks serves to give minimal coverage, and colour correct with high spf40. And like what it says on the tube. It helps to colour correct! Love it. Gives my face a lil glow too. I dont put any foundation or bb cream or powder. The only thing that I apply on face is toner , moisturiser and sunblock! So these three are my essentials and sunblock is vv impt! I feel that sunblock is all I need. Thus I'm pretty picky and reliant on it. It's like my bb cream! Haha I don't rly like to put bb cream or foundation cos I'm usually out for v long. So I feel uncomfortable having a layer of sth on my face. I feel dirty.

Ohwell, as I've mentioned I love exploring new skin care products. Even thou I stick to my usuals, I tend to still google and shop a lot on skin care. Today, I stopped by at skin food and asked for sunblocks. The promoter recommended the gold kiwi stick! I was actually searching for biore sunblock cos I was curious if it's really good. But I feel that it's a lil too light weight. Anw I couldn't find it in any watsons and since I stopped by skin food and was pretty amused by the sunstick I decided to buy and try it. It also helps to brighten the skin as mentioned. Has spf50 too. I have yet to try using it. Will try tmr and hopefully it's good! If it's good, I'll get Fiona to help me buy from Korea! To stock up!! By the way, the sun stick is too cute. It looks like a huge lip balm haha. I think product package is impt! It attracts my attention and sometimes I'll buy it cos the packaging is cute it nice hahahaha srsly.

By the way I'm very curious about ettusias's products! Hope to try soon ~ in searching for a good toner! Feel like trying skinfood's!

My companion at Starbucks :)

Hi from changi city point's Starbucks! Have been enjoying some good days without work or any other involvement. Hehe, yesterday's plan to catch a movie was screwed cos the bf actually checked the wrong movie time slot! I wanted step up not resident evil! Zz Ttly zz. We didn't watch any movie Ytd end up walking around.

Today I was out for lunch with mum and bro then we headed to town for some shopping! Bought new bolster like finally. Freaking good bolster haha. Moon cakes and some other random stuffs at taka hehe. I left them an went shopping alone in town for awhile before coming over to changi to find ww cos he's working there. Later might be meeting my famz for dinner. Ohyah! I bought myself new fragrance hehe love the smell but sigh I spent money;(

By the way! I sold my bb away alr it's no longer with me;( kinda miss my bb thou! It's only one year old haha. Gonna get my new phone tmr!

Ok gotta go. Chilling at Starbucks feel so good~ bi.

Thursday a better day

Hi there, i was awaken by ww and now I can't get back to sleep. Besides, I'm too hungry to sleep too. Argh.

I was so tired I fell asleep soon after I reached ww's. He was sweet enough to come in to help me cleanse my face cos I had my eyeliners on and dirt on my face which I will not wanna sleep with. But he don't rly know how to do it himself (with my biore cleansing wipes) so I was awaken and I ended up teaching him a lil. Haha.

Finally, I had the chance to meet up with the bf after a long tiring week. We met up for movie at nex. He'll be starting his full time job v soon so we wanna enjoy the weekday before six movie benefit as much as possible hahahah hence this explains why we'll be watching another movie tmr! Hehe

Btw! I got ww to help me camp at Singtel website to get the appt date for my iphone5 recontract! It'll be on this Sunday early in the morning all the way to marina bay;( nvm plan to have some good brunch tgt then before heading back home to dye my hair and pig out!

Wish the holidays will never end wish I could leave this place for a good few months wish I could have my time forever and almost always. Goodnight I had a good day out and at work!;) I'll get back to sleep or maybe head out to watch the tv while ww cont gaming ohwell.

I'll be back soon I hope. No visuals updates. Proceed to view instag for it. I'm too lazy.

I'm tired I'm so so tired. My body is aching so so badly. I'm bz so so bz, even busier than school days. So much for holidays. Wanna stop working so much. But I aimed to earn a certain amount. And once I have an aim I'll be determine and I wont give up just yet. That's just me and it's tiring me out!!!

The only time I have to post is the time where I'm on the train, On my way! To work. I leave house the moment I'm awake and I reach home just in time to sleep. No extra energy to be awake or slack. No time to slack too cos I needa sleep early.

So I had dinner with Fiona last night. Bought moon cakes home. Glad to be able to use my own money to buy home stuffs or to buy for my family stuffs. Next time when I start earning my own bucks I'll then be able to pay for mum's shopping or at least dinner I hope.

Till then, gbye. Can't wait for September to end!

Update

Hi hi, it's been long since I last updated. Haven't had a decent time spent alone with the laptop on. Been heading out everyday for work and dinners, meet ups with friends an etc. work has been taking up so so much of my precious time;( everyday should be holiday for me but in working Si much that I also have Monday blues and I always look forward to weekends. Schedule is flexible, I can choose not to book weekdays but I chose to. Cos weekends aren't meant for working Idk I'll just always rather to work weekdays than weekends. The reason of not working on weekends is no longer becos of ww's book out day.

By the way, I had good brunch at Robert timms before work ytd. It's a pity my itouch camera rly sucks I can't frkg take good pictures. Srsly can't wait to get my hands on the iphone5 and the iPad!

Now I'm posting while I'm on my way to work. This week of work sucks I can't wait for the week to end. I'm posted to some rubbish outlet;(

Meeting Fiona and charis for dinner tonight;) thurs will be having movie with ww and movie again on fri! Ahhhh this week plspls come to an end fassssst!!!

Gtg!!!! Bbbbbbbb! ^^

Twenty ninth love

I'm never someone who embraces change very well. In fact, I hate changes. I love to be in my comfort zone and have that same old few people revolving around me. I don't mind the routine. all I need is simply the spices once in awhile in my life.

it sucks to know that in life, changes is the only constant. Everyone change, even the family members u know since young change, your dog your close ones and everything around you including you yourself unknowingly change too. I do have to admit that I have changed too. Maybe the good maybe the bad I have no idea how people may see or judge the change in me. But one thing for sure, my boyfriend hasn't once criticised on my change. For that, I really appreciate it.

I am not a person filled with confidence in fact i am one who is constantly feeling insecure, i am one who is whinny and at times ridiculous and demanding, i am one with moodswings whenever I have cramps, The one with constant cravings and many expectations, I am one who needs constant care and concern, one who needs to feel very loved, the girl whose emotions are always not under control and have overeactive tear ducts. This me ain't the best girlfriend out there. But thankfully you love me despite of all my bads.

It has been 29months it's not exactly long neither can I say a short relationship together. We never really had a tough and rough patch in our rls but we do have our share of unhappy times. We both have changed, our relationship changed the path we are heading towards changed, our goals changed, times have changed.. Back then, I have seen you thru your BMT days, then your many outfields, your camps from pasir ris to jurong and finally khatib. I have seen your long hair being shaved to botak and now a clean cut short hair- just the way I like it. Now, I will see you out of army and soon step into work force. I hope to see you and us through everything and many things together. I hope that we can always embrace each other's changes and compromise for a better us.

I am not putting too much hopes in believing that this love will never end because I am simply not a fairy tale girl who believes in neverending fairy tale love. But, I am thankful for the times and all the times be it the bad or the good together. I know it's only 29th months it is not even any significant or special month or year together but I am saying all that I'm feeling right now because we will never know what is going to happen next. Who knows whether he will still be the one. God knows who but for now at this moment in time, I know he is the best.At least for these 29th months.

From before till now, I have always believed and trusted friends more than boyfriend. But over the years I see how superficial how fake how unworthy how untrusty and disgusting some friends can be. Friends have left but my boyfriend is always here. Few ones stayed too but again, I am not putting any hopes on anyone. Because I don't like disappointments.

Even thou I have little faith in us all the time, but u know I love you dearly and have always loved you all the time. Even though i have stopped sending long texts or have boring goodnight texts, you know that I mean every single words I say.

Still, I'll say the usual, I love you. Happy29thmonths,love.

Hello everybody finally here to clear the dust off this abandoned blog buahaha. Nothing much to say weekends are awesome cos I'm not very hard to satisfy hahaa simple time out with my love will suffice:)

Anyways, I had this very scary dream some time ago. I dreamt that I gained weight and my weight shot up to 50kg? Or 58? I was daaaamn scared and the dream made me realise that I haven't weigh myself for months!! To think about it, I used to weigh myself like everyday when I was conscious about my weight and was super obsessed with losing weight... #crazy

Then I was so scared from the dream I started to be conscious of my food again but not crazily conscious cos I really love food a lot. I TRY to control.. I don't have a weighing scale at home my old one is spoilt so I couldn't weigh myself!

But! I just weighed myself cos ww's house happen to have one! I didn't ren dare to step up lo. Took me awhile to prepare myself for it.. And so happy la so happy I did not gain any! Hehe FYI! I really eat a lot a lot of junk food and I stopped exercising for the longest time ever that is why I'm super scared can . You can see from my instag photos I eat mac, potatochips, ice cream, cakes and a lot of other biscuits and sweet treats!!! :'(

Ohwell I don't intend to lose any jut wanna maintain don't wanna gain weight plspls can kill myself if I ever gain like 3kg so scary la :(