Sunday, September 30, 2012

30/9/2012

hello hello, blogging on a rainy Sunday afternoon. And as usual ww is sleeping soundly next to me! i'm finally blogging from my laptop. Hahahaha. Poor laptop must have felt so super neglected. No worries, i'll sure be spending so  much time with it once sch reopens in two weeks time :( :(

I know ytd's the actual mid autumn festival, instead on heading out with mooncakes and lanterns i was out to work. Yes i know, work again.... But it was fun manz. Fun time at work with the kids. Some kids are so so cute and innocent. I think i have a fetish for quiet cute and innocent kids rather than those talkative loud and active ones. I'm just not super good with kids. and somehow i'll take awhile to warm up with the kids... I wouldn't know how to approach or talk to noisy kids.... I'm not trying to be fierce or unwelcoming hostile or whatever, i'm just not good at it ok.

im only super comfortable and noisy in small crowd and my own friends of cos. But i can be real real quiet and uncomfortable around people i'm not close to... yeps. Might not show on my face but you know, there's always a mask you gotta bring out..

So yesterday's job was good money hehehe. Didn't wnna go initially cos i was lazy and cos it was a saturday.. But since ww wants to i figured that i could go and spend time tgt in another way. Money wasn't the reason. And im glad i went cos it turned out fun. haha. Ended my night in a good way too. Finally sang after soooooo long. Havent been to ktv or kbox or whatever in ages!! im picky as to who to go with too. cos im not a good singer so i feel v shy to sing infront of ppl hahaha.

Btw, i just had durian mooncake and kitkat and kinder beuno. WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME:( SUCKS that i have zero self control. I'm starting to ponder how the hell was i able to be so fcking disciplined last time??? in the past i will never touch fried food, have supper and eat such sinful food like choc and chipsz. At least not as frequent as now. and i used to run so much!! Now that it's the holidays i don't even run or swim. i should have more time for it now but i'm hardly exercising now. the only form of exercise i do now is probably making salad and cutting vegetables and stuffs like that? HAHA fail.

fat is me now. last two weeks of holiday. I need some exercise.... and i need self control..
tired is me. gonna have a quick nap now!

fyi: i love weekends muacksssz. hehe

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