I'm tired of being understanding. Sometimes I rly wish I could be bad enough to fight for what I rly want. How do I expect anyone to fight for me when suddenly I realise that I don't even fight for what I want.

How is it that I would always make things easier for you even if it isn't the best and most ideal for me. How is it that making you happy always seem more impt than my own happiness. How is it that suddenly I don't enjoy doing it anymore becos suddenly I'm tired of being the only one trying to make you happy and putting your happiness right before me. I lost my own. And yet, none is willing to forgo their own for mine.

Time I need to strt fighting for myself. Will I.