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Ohai!!! Was browsing thru my photo album and chanced upon this photo. I think that was alr my last few days working at feo. Oh look back then dressing up as an OL. Not quite but formal and looking more matured ok. Hhahaha. Dress and skirts everyday

I srsly can't be any more thankful and blessed than I rly am right now. I'm so thankful to be blessed with a handful of close friends, lovely family and an awesome boyfriend. Thou I tend to complain about my boyfriend all the time but whenever I think back on those times where I thought he would walk off but did not, i feel rly loved. I don't see what I have to offer.. there are many times whereby i may have not shown my best sides and every time our love collapsed you never fail to take me back. Every single day of my life I thank my lucky stars, for your presence in my life.

Today I let u see all the parts that aren't v pretty, but once again u would hug me so tight and kiss my tears away. Thank you for loving me endlessly for taking away all my insecurities for telling me that u love me for who I am for how I am like.

Thank god for the good times for the people I have around me. Truly blessed deeply love

My simple ph. Ww picked me up from work, chilled a lil before heading towards bedok 85! Can't stay out late becos I still have work the next day! ;( today shall be. No work tmr! Cheers!!

Everything's been too good to be true. Please stay good 2013. I know this will never last but I'm still glad it has been a great year by far. 2012 was too shitty. 2013 ttly just make up for it. But now, I fear for 2014. Cos the year is coming to an end so soon too soon ;(

Have faith, be hopeful;)
Trinity charm, clover charm both next on my pandora charm list! Can't wait;)

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I'm not perfect, I'm not a genius, I don't have model figure, I'm not born with multiple talents. I'm just an ordinary girl with many flaws. I'm not competent in handling my emotions, I cry alot and often over the stupidest thing. I'm a crybaby in short. But it's only to you I let go of my emotions so freely and wildly, I yell, I shout and I cry like a baby. That's my true self and I hate it. But I'm so very thankful that you still love me endlessly and unconditionally despite my flaws. I ask myself why are you even with me after all the shits i put you through. I know I don't show it, but ty for walking to me when I walk away, hug me when I cry, be understanding when I'm too ridiculous. You spoil me so much, and I love it but I love you more, to the moon and back.

I just wanna pack and leave. If money isn't a prob, I would pack up and leave. Travel to a quiet place and just watch the world go by. I could use the time to sleep, chill, walk around, cook or bake. I wouldn't need to entertain anyone or be afraid of anyth neither do I need to bother about what others think. it's all about me myself and I.

I cry when I'm sad, laugh when I'm happy, be angry when I get mad. I do what I feel like doing.

Oh simple things, where have u gone?

Indeed everyth will be better after a night's sleep. Even thou it wasn't a good sleep..

Hello gais hello abandoned dusty blog.. I'm finally back.. Finally have the time to blog. Gonna spend tdy and tmr at home resting becos I'm sick;( so I have plenty of time now.. I'm not v used to staying home all day. I need to get out of home that's why it kinda sucks becos I'll make myself work.

Sigh rly hate to be ill. Cos it's super uncomfortable and I had to inconvenient alot of ppl. Had to bail on my boss becos I can't turn up for work tdy. Ppl had to replace me and ytd at work dan had to do most of the closing stuffs. And grandma hafta cook porridge for me. I rly hate the hazy sg;( pls be better sg. I don't even wanna step out of my house. Btw, I'm also having my menses. So I imagine fever + cramps. Can die.. I have plans for tmr. So tmr better be good 👌

And I feel that whenever I'm sick I feel super weak;( I feel like I can only sleep better when ww hugs me to sleep. ;( and u know how much u miss the other more when u're weak.. Can't wait for Friday to come and a healthy me for Fridate.

What's your idea of a good weekend? After the many lazy weekends.. I thought I'd like weekends packed with activities.. But, I realised that. On days where ww and I both have activities. I start to feel that my weekends are draining me out.. Just like how weekdays are already draining me out.. I felt like my weekends are not spent well.. I guess to me, I need at least a day to just laze around on bed with him. I like to be wrapped around him and just not think about anyth and be safe and sound peaceful like that.. Maybe at times asking him silly questions on bed or just talk endlessly till we both fall asleep.

Hi there,

It's been super long since I last blogged.. I think. Haha started my temp job at feo. Thus busier on weekdays;( no longer enjoying the holidays.. Stressful at feo becos I can't afford to make any mistakes since I'm dealing with all the fig and all.

I'm now On my way to work and the train is moving at 30km/h speed. Srsly?! Damn annoying how morning train is always so fcking slow I hafta take one hour plus to reach zz.

Ok, I can't wait for weekends to be here again. Come weekend come;(

Skyloft Sentosa Bar and Restaurant

Fridate with yww;) finally used the voucher that I bought online hehe. Super nice view!!! It's a pity we can't sit the table where you get superb view. That's becos you must have min spending of 300$ to sit there.

We ordered In Cod We Trust 34$ Spicy Beef Pizza 24$ my fav Truffle Fries 12$
Pineapple juice 5$

I only like the fish and truffle fries;( truffle fries was fine only not as nice as the ones I tried at Sauce! I ended up eating fries fries and more fries....

Ohwell at least the view and atmosphere is nice. Compensate for the bad fooood!

I bought the voucher for brunch. But brunch menu is only before 6pm. And ww ends work at 530! Sad much.

NUS skate challenge

Back dated post!!! Joined the captain's ball competition at nus the weekend before I leave for my tw trip. The competition delayed so we all or rather most of us joined the blader cross or sth like that. It was kinda my first skate competition? Hahahaha I'm never a competitive person. I do join competitions but those were all team competitions. I hate solo competition becos I can't handle the pressure and stares well. Whenever I know someone is starring at me, I wouldn't do well. That is why I have never ever joined a slide competition even thou I've started sliding since like 16 or 17? Hahahaha. Loser much but wtv. So, I kinda spent my whole day at nus. Didn't even expect that the event would take up my whole day!! Ww even bought movie tickets for gi.joe but he had to change the timing becos I could only reach home at 8pm! Like whaaaaat. I was out since 7am for goodness sake. Sigh...

But all's worth it I guess. I had a gr8t time with the skaters. It's been so long since we last hang out skate and etc. I mean, those sp skaters whom I'm closer to!! Rly miss them being on court tgt sliding and skating tgt! Skating just feels so much quieter and different without them!! Oh yea, hyper team also won many many vouchers and prizes!! So happy I was sooooo lucky! I won myself bearings which are worth128 bucks! Wanted to sell them but no buyers;(

All in all, I had a gr8t time hanging out with the skaters;) missing out ct Wayne and Danny!

Notice I took a lot of photos with Yasin cos I like that I look so much fairer beside him kekeke.

Take me back to tw:(

I kinda like myself in this photo. Keke was browsing thru photos of tw days with the ipad. sunlight just makes a photo damn nice. Sigh pie I miss tw or rather I miss being away from SG;( anywhr but here :(

I have work tmr morning but I'm still wide awake.. Im too used to sleeping late:( sigggggh;(

Don't wish to work tmr.. Sigggggh but I feel damn lazy at home when I don't wake up early. Damn chill but I feel damn sucky like I can ttly spend my day sleeping... The whole day!! And I'll wake up in the evening to have dinner outside. Good life huh. Thought so too keke!

I need to sleep!! Gn;(

TGIF everyday!!

Friday's details. Ok I'm out! Enough of lazing around and gonna meet my comfortpill! Keke^^ gotta collect my grad robe first:( dont even know where issit lo. Damnz!

Withdrawal symtoms is killing me

Hi there, I've been suffering from bad withdrawal symptoms ever since I'm back from taiwan... I just stayed home the whole day and lie on bed feeling super moody.. Kept thinking back on those tw days.. Where we would always wake up at either 9 or 10am ( Actly 10 on most days) and head out for the whole day until 11-12am! ) Sigh.. Now back in sg, im just not used to waking up later than usual and just preparing and walking out of the house alone. I mean, for 9 days I wake up to ww being by my side.we prepared and left the hotel tgt. I had some one with me the whole time... I mean, I still have my plans I meet my friends, I go for work and I skate and all. But ok,it's just withdrawal symptoms I would like to call it! Sigh oh sigh..... But I'm better now! Considering the fact that I'm starting to plan for my tmr.. No longer lying on bed feeling lazy binge eating and being moody. So, I'm thinking of what to have for lunch.. And I'm back to being so me. -me time. Gonna spend my afternoon by continuing the book, the fault in our stars and then chill (hopefully not gonna feel all moody and sulky that I'm in sg and not tw!) btw I have this strong urge to go to the airport to chill. And sometimes I'm crazy just like that. I don't mind the distance neither do I mind the trouble. If I rly want it I will do it. Some how some way my way. Hahahaha. Same goes for food. If I want it i will get it. Troublesome is not an excuse. It just depends on how much I want it. Oh we shall see. Hahaha.

Taiwan oh taiwan.. Imy;( I miss us being there;(

Harrrrrrrow!!!! Am now in the hsr train to taoyuan airport. Flying back tonight:( saddddd much. Till then tata!

NAMNAM NOODLE BAR!

met fiona for dinner on saturday after my work at expo. Slacked in her office before we head off for dinner. Nam nam noodle for the first time and it was oh so good! love the soup and the meat! hahaha. i had the mixed beef. wanted flower crab but they dont have it anymore so settled with mixed beef instead.

tbb for desserts. fat die us. My two fav <3 in tbb. hehe

Happy 23rd Birthday Boyfriend!! <3

So basically, I surprised ww and his bro at 12am with a choco origin cake. (Daaaamn good! original good enough cos it's subtle sweet!) Met up the next day for Sea Aquarium before proceeding for our dinner at Prive Grill. Can't emphasize enough just how perfect the dinner was. Perfect ambience, view, service and companion. Food was good but nothing much to rave about. The service rly played a big big role. Staff were attentive and extremely friendly. I called to make reservation about a week before and I told them that the night is Ww's bday. And when we reached the restr, I found out that the staff reserved a window seat for us. Damn sweet. So, like any other fine dining restr, they surprised ww with a bday cake but what's different was they even offer to help us take a Polaroid photo with their Polaroid camera. After which they gave ww a bday card with bday msg from Prive Grill Team and also with our Polaroid film. Hehe, so sweet. Sucha pleasant surprise. And just when we were about to leave, they passed us another paper bag and told us that it's a homemade banana walnut cake for us. So sweet of them. Rly. Hahaha, urge all couples to celebrate their birthday there! Even the price paid was not extremely steep for the amount of food we enjoyed. Oh ya! The chef even gave us like two complimentary starting dishes! Rly too sweet right. I enjoyed the dinner so much it felt like it was my bday too!!! Hahahaha.

After which we went to meet Ww's friends at bishan for prawning. (The reason why I wore
jeansssss) so, it was a rly long long day for us!

By the way, I love love the sea aquarium. It just feels so right and good just sitting in front of the big aquarium seeing all the pretty fishes swim pass. I could rly stay they for a good few hours there. Doing nothing but being absorbed in my own bubble.. Alone.